Decisions and Rocks.....Same Same

This is going to be vague. Due to circumstance. Please humor me. One day, you'll all understand as everything must come to pass. I just need to vent. You may not care, and that's ok.

I have decisions in my life to make. BIG ones. It's always important to be in the right place at the right time. ESPECIALLY when you're me, at this stage in the game. I'm also a big believer in the fact that everything in life happens for a reason. I just have to make these decisions FAST since I have a deadline and I've been FORCED into making said decisions. I'm not one to complain, but this is one situation that I did not bring upon myself. And...here I am. Stuck. In between a rock....and a really really REALLY hard place. I guess I'm the middle rock. Please bless that as I learn to 'become' that the Lord will polish me and make me shine. Just like a river rock. Smooth me out and make me shine.